crashed on the floor when i moved into
this little bungalow with some strange new friends,
i stay up too late,
& i'm too thin.
we promised each other it's till the end .
now we're spinning empty bottles,
it's the five of us,
with pretty eyed boys girls would die to trust .
i've been through the nose of an inside joke,
& i'm so excited,
i haven't spoken .
& she's so pretty,
& she's so sure .
maybe i'm more clever than a girl like her.
summer's all in bloom,
summer's ending soon .
maybe i'm a little bit over my head,
i've come undone at the things he said .
but he's so funny in his bright red shirt,
we were all in love ,
& we all got hurt .
so, i sneak into his car's cracked leather seat,
with the smell of gasoline in the summer heat .
boy, we're going way too fast,
& it's all too sweet to last.
it's alright,
so i put myself in his hands .
love, or something ignites in my veins,
& i pray it never fades .
my first time,
it's hard to explain .
the rush of blood,
oh,
& a little bit of pain .
it was a cloudy day,
it's more common than you think .
he was my very first mistake.
we gave each other up so easily,
these silly little wounds will never mend .
i feel so far from where i've been,
so i go,
& i will not be back here again .
i lied,
& wrote my injuries all in the dust .
in my heart remains the five of us.
& you,
maybe you'll remember me .
what i gave is yours to keep .